Must be another way

Why can't I be content with my working life. Get a career or line of work and stick to it. You know 'ive been a this or that for 20 years'. Well if your doing that and your happy carry on. But if your not happy with your job or your life for the matter then change it. One thing I dislike is when someone bitches about their job constantly, but doesnt follow it up with action just stagnation! What you scared to try something different. You might like it excel in it, earn lots of money in it but most of all you might enjoy it and have pleasure getting up in the morning for it. At the moment I'm trying to live a certain way, whereby my thoughts or should I say my inner voice gives out positive messages. These message influence how I talk and react to people, how I carry myself and so forth. So if I say to myself I'm in this shit job with low pay because I'm dumb, ugly and this is what I'm worth then that's where you will stay and think you are. Think about have you ever had a negative thought in your brain or told yourself something and did that or believed that thought so much you acted on it without realising you did. Without realising it as an escape I would, before going to bed i'd imagine myself as a populated person in my mums house which was always surrounded by people constantly. Going on adventures and generally having a gd time. Consequently I was a popular person in real life and built on that for some time before believing that I was a loner and started shrinking into myself. Have you ever thought that you couldn't do something without trying it and so never did that particular thing. But when you eventually tried it, as it was constantly on your mind you found out you could do it. Did you realise your subconscious mind was holding you back? Clinging on to the old ways hoping, willing you to stay in the comfort zone. Not realising when you perform these new tasks regulary it will become your comfort zone, and spout another journey into the unknown. Charting new discoveries of self and personal freedom.